Why Do We Become or Do What we hate?

In the reality of life, everyone aims at self transformation and growth - breaking certain habits, attitudes, behaviours, addictions - or some that are termed "generational curses". However, in the long run of desiring to be someone better or an upgraded version of ourselves, we end up becoming or doing what we never wished to do or become. This has been part of my life and i have asked myself the same questions. Wondering why this happens? Read the full pdf.